Burning up the spirits

Well,i want to make a new life..new me!I can feel jealousy inme when some of my friends are now in UBD..some of them got scholarship.... .sigh. it was stupid me actually,if i study very well i guess this will not happen to me..regrets alots!

But,i just don't give up easily..i want to try it back,to get what I want,struggling for it is not a burden for someone when it comes to a good result....i cry myself with what i`ve done before.Deep in my heart i want to be like them..but hey,if they can do it why not me?

Friends,i miss kamu kamu..:'( you did it girls(since i was in STPRI) haha!


OK,done with my post...wanna cry out loud after this...:')